Today was one of the strangest days, I just happen to surprise myself sometimes . I don't know if I'm feeling down with no obvious reason than this bad mood that hits me sometimes.. or have it really been a bad day.. I'm an optimist, so let's consider it a good day with some bad complications and beginnings.. well id didn't start good in the first place .. it didn't start bad either, let's say it started normal with a tendency to be bad, I had an exam too, which wasn't bad but it was weird i didn't feel very good after it, didn't know exactly why i didn't do that bad. Then i thought i heard some bad news, I think he's not gonna be here next year. I don't know.. and another thing is that how could I not know ... how could he not tell me if it's something about him... i mean, WHAT?!!
and the thing is i kinda asked him before but i was just being curious, didn't think it would be him this time. I hate it, i hate that i'm not even sure what to think!! so that's the second thing, third is that i have an exam in less than 48 hours!! what's this high school!! also this creature!! well i don't wanna talk about that coz thank God i'm away from this.. i don't wanna mention it coz i get irritated and just pity her when i don't want to but i can do nothing but pity her... God help those with troubled minds and troubled hearts, that's all i'm saying here. Also my best friend .. the gap is just filling more and more i mean in a few months i will have different ppl differnt things or i don't know may be not, but my friend, they already do have new ppl, just reminds me of freshman year i thought i could never lose those school friends and we'll keep in touch but it's just hard you know, the things that are becoming not in common are increasing by the day!!
the thing is ba2a is that like 2 days ago i was really thinking this crush is about to be over it's on it's down curve now.. i don't know if this is true or not but i know the curve , even on it's way down it's much closer to it's peak.
well have to deal with the crisis and im feeling much better now, so gotta go al7a2ly kelmtein yenfa3oony in my next exam :D
Rabena ye3een el gameeeee3 :D
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