Feb 1 for the environment - dim the lights

I don't know if this is true or not but i like the idea of just reminding everybody of our mother earth and how we are treating it so badly and we just think "this small contribution won't do a thing," but actually it does.. i just think it's more powerful if we think of something which is not as clean as electricity.. at least it's renewable :D unlike many of our precious resources that we just misuse and over consume daily like oil, water, or gas.

"
Make our planet rest for five minutes!

Everybody is requested to dim his/her lights for five
minutes between 7.55pm
and 8.00pm on February first. This not only to save
energy for five minutes,
but to bring out a message that will attract the
attention of politicians
and
leaders. It is time for them to take action and avoid
the waste of energy.

During 5 minutes we'll give the planet rest: it
doesn't take long and it
won't cost you a thing. And it will make a statement
before federal
elections
that we as citizens want climate on the agenda.

And why February 1st?

Because on that day a new file from climatological
experts from the United
Nations will be published in Paris. Because it is with
our neighbors it is
impossible to let this opportunity slip! We have to
get attention to the
urgent matter of the worlds climatological situation.
If everybody takes
part
in this action it will have an effect on media and
politics that might have
a
real influence, this would be good on such short
notice before the (Belgian)
elections! "

You had a bad day :D

Today was one of the strangest days, I just happen to surprise myself sometimes . I don't know if I'm feeling down with no obvious reason than this bad mood that hits me sometimes.. or have it really been a bad day.. I'm an optimist, so let's consider it a good day with some bad complications and beginnings.. well id didn't start good in the first place .. it didn't start bad either, let's say it started normal with a tendency to be bad, I had an exam too, which wasn't bad but it was weird i didn't feel very good after it, didn't know exactly why i didn't do that bad. Then i thought i heard some bad news, I think he's not gonna be here next year. I don't know.. and another thing is that how could I not know ... how could he not tell me if it's something about him... i mean, WHAT?!!
and the thing is i kinda asked him before but i was just being curious, didn't think it would be him this time. I hate it, i hate that i'm not even sure what to think!! so that's the second thing, third is that i have an exam in less than 48 hours!! what's this high school!! also this creature!! well i don't wanna talk about that coz thank God i'm away from this.. i don't wanna mention it coz i get irritated and just pity her when i don't want to but i can do nothing but pity her... God help those with troubled minds and troubled hearts, that's all i'm saying here. Also my best friend .. the gap is just filling more and more i mean in a few months i will have different ppl differnt things or i don't know may be not, but my friend, they already do have new ppl, just reminds me of freshman year i thought i could never lose those school friends and we'll keep in touch but it's just hard you know, the things that are becoming not in common are increasing by the day!!
the thing is ba2a is that like 2 days ago i was really thinking this crush is about to be over it's on it's down curve now.. i don't know if this is true or not but i know the curve , even on it's way down it's much closer to it's peak.

well have to deal with the crisis and im feeling much better now, so gotta go al7a2ly kelmtein yenfa3oony in my next exam :D

Rabena ye3een el gameeeee3 :D

Stressed Out!!

It's Exam time....
i never used to panic before exams, but, well, things change.. it's just becoming too much, or I'm just becoming a little bit lazier every year. the thing that bothers me most or actually make me wonder and think that sometimes i really can stray and be this very irrational person, is why do i miss him, why i just need him to be here i know he has a lot to do and i know exactly what he's doing and i don't have much free time to think about him but i actually do!! why can't I be rational about him as well, I've always been rational about everything even how my heart works, i know exactly if that person is right for me of not, i know exactly when my heart goes wrong and accidentally falls for the wrong person. But now, all i know it's just a big mess, i don't even know what i want anymore. i know that when i'm panicking or stressed just the familiar voice of a true friend really helps, just knowing that they are there also helps although i might be almost sure they won't do a thing or help me do anything but it's just some kind of assurance that i need.
May be that's just another form of needing to be assured and secured!!.. I hope it's just that.
Anyway, bad timing as usual.
hoping everybody very good luck with everything , esp. exams ;)